Because I honestly can’t. I can barely talk with the very few people I know. Is just so out of my range. That’s why I don’t have friends or a partner and I don’t see that changing.
EDIT: no, responding comments here or asking this question ISN’T having a conversation for me. So I don’t feel this as “progress”.
yeah, no problem.
i’m a social butterfly when i’m drunk and somehow managed to transfer this skill into my sober life over the years.
i’m even pretty good at phonecalls now. those terrified me my whole life. now i often prefer them over emails/texting.