Ving Thor

It was for my first “own” pc in 2001. I didn’t have one specific game in mind when buying it, but the first thing I played with it was Giants: Citizen Kabuto.

Nvidia GeForce 2 MX 200

Replaying Final Fantasy IX. I’m trying if I can make it through the Excalibur II perfect game guide by Atomos199 with the help of the built-in cheats in the Steam version of the game.

Another exception I can think of are the shows from lustcinema. They have some shows with an overarching plot. And for porn, the acting is surprisingly good.

The national parks. I visited Yosemite Valley two years ago and it was amazing. We don’t have acces to nature in this scale in central europe.

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Two lines all yellow… That was a first for me.

I agree with the recommendation for therapy. I can say that it helped me to get in a more positive and constructive mind set.

Other thoughts on your lack of intimacy:

Getting a pet can give some kind of replacement for intimacy with another human being. Sure, it is not the same. But cuddling with a cat can help to feel less lonely.

For intimicy as in “sex”, I think there is nothing wrong with considering sex workers. Unless of course it is illegal in your country…

I wrote a systemd unit file to force my wireless keyboard to always switch the fn key to normal F-keys.

Mostly in her. Not because I don’t enjoy it, but I’m very much the dominant and ‘active’ part in bed. I enjoy playing with her and teasing her. She enjoys just leaning back and letting me play.

For me it was was anal play. I have always had an anal fetish that I was a bit ashamed of. At some point I brought it up to my wife and to my suprise she was open to it.

NSFW: The latest Oglaf is relevant: https://www.oglaf.com/flypaper/

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Twinings or Yorkshire

“I find the most erotic part of a woman is the boobies.”

Cooking

zsh with grml config because I’m too lazy to make my own config.